Apple in the Rough

likefoxesthroughfences-deactiva asked: Hey! It's Mallory here. I deactivated my facebook so I figured this was the second best way of getting ahold of you. I just wanted to ask you what your position is at Anthropologie. I saw online that you guys have a job opening and I was thinking about applying :)

My position is Senior Customer Care Associate. I’m the position between Sales Associate and Manager in training. :)

Realization.

It’s so interesting to me to look back at my teenage years.

I was so sad.

I was so angry.

I was so lost.

I didn’t eat.

I didn’t sleep.

I turned to things to numb me.

I was so numb I didn’t know what happened.

I blacked most of it out.

I didn’t realize until 4 years later.

I realized one night that you hurt me.

I realized that you abused me.

I realized that you took complete advantage of my feelings.

I realized you took advantage of my low self-esteem.

I realized that you took advantage of my loneliness.

I realized that you used manipulation to get me to do things that I would never have done.

I realized you knew I was inexperienced.

I realized that you knew I would do anything to get you to like me.

I realized that you are a horrible person.

I wanted to write you a letter.

I wanted to yell at you until I cried.

I still do.

What would that accomplish?

Absolutely nothing.